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Why I Left Google (jeanhsu.com)
143 points by jeanhsu on Jan 29, 2011 | hide | past | favorite | 115 comments



I've got a stupid question. When people quit their job and go solo like this, what do they do about health insurance? Do they just forgo it since their young and it's unlikely they will need it or are there affordable plans you can get when you don't have insurance through your employer? I've looked around the Internet but can only find vague information on the topic.

For example this http://www.ahipresearch.org/pdfs/2009IndividualMarketSurveyF... document seems to indicate that someone in their late 20's would pay just under $2,000 on "average" but the numbers seem to range wildly with location and some family plans going as high as 13k per year which seems ridiculous.

Edit: This thread though it contains helpful responses confirms my suspicion that getting non employer health coverage is a complete CF.


Not a stupid question. Most people COBRA. COBRA is expensive but, like a group plan, automatically accepts you. Since the overwhelming vast majority of indie startups fail, COBRA usually lasts long enough to bridge you to your next job.

After about a year or so, if you're not certain you're going to end up with a full-time job, you need to look for real insurance. COBRA will last for almost another year, but when it ends it ends, and god help you if you're hit by a car or diagnosed with something nasty towards the end of your COBRA coverage (nobody will insure you).

Coverage from the majors costs roughly $400/mo. It gets much cheaper if you choose a high-deductable plan (you should), in which case you pay for all your health care out of pocket. A family of four can expect to pay over $10k/yr for low-deductable insurance, which is what virtually all companies offer.

Now, choose your own adventure:

Are you ~22 years old, male, with no dependents, with no long-term health issues and no prior history of hospitalization for illness? You can easily buy high-deductable insurance on the open market. There are several websites that will sell it to you.

Otherwise: you may be screwed. If you don't qualify for a group plan of some sort (which is how most Americans obtain health coverage), you may find that you are uninsurable. For instance, in the first year of Matasano, we tried to get private insurance and found that both my daughter and my wife were uninsurable. My daughter had been hospitalized for a freak seizure when she was 4. Erin has a functioning female reproductive system. NO COVERAGE. Not, "we won't cover the things we don't like". No, NO COVERAGE. Every insurer. The list of conditions with "deny coverage" attached to them, which most insurers publish, includes a wide variety of conditions experienced by tens of millions of people.

Good luck!


I'm usually bearish about the realities of living in the UK but I've suddenly gained 1000 gratefulness points after reading this. Barring crazy gas prices and 20% VAT I don't pay much (if any) more in direct taxes here than I would in the US and I don't have to worry about paying a bean for my family's healthcare (except dental - out of choice).


Yeah pretty much this for NZ. I read that thinking "Man, I'm glad I don't have that risk for being self-employed". I also have private health insurance, but it costs me $11 a fortnight, so I get the best benefits of the public system AND private insurance for doctors visits and elective surgery.


For non-US readers (like myself), COBRA is probably a reference to Consolidated Omnibus Budget Reconciliation Act of 1985 (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Consolidated_Omnibus_Budget_Rec...).

This seems to be a law that (among other things) gives employees a right to keep health insurance coverage after leaving employment.


For a limited period of time, they have the right to purchase health coverage at their employer's cost, which is invariably higher than what the employees themselves Were accustomed to paying.


Plus their employers get to write that extra amount off as an expense, and the employee doesn't have to record it as compensation. This means corporations are subsidized over individuals. This is one of the things the Obama health plan does a good job of fixing.


And I would encourage everyone on an employer plan to find out how much your employer is paying and then plan your savings accordingly.

Edit: For example, under my last employer plan I was paying 168.00 for my wife and I. If I elected COBRA that would have jumped to 660.88.


This is usually pretty easy: if you are paying anything, chances are your employer's cost basis is 2x what you're paying.


In my experience for a spouse+me plan, I'd say it was closer to 4-5x what I was paying while employed (cobra, that is).


Fortunately for those in California, any small business with two or more employees that's been around for 3-6 months (incorporate early) can get group coverage at fairly normal rates.

You just go to an insurance broker or provider, pick your plan, and you're all set up in a month or two. The employees do have to fill out medical questionnaires, but regardless of whether they are healthy 25-year-old men or they all have super-cancer, the outcome is a foregone conclusion -- "Approved, 1.10." That means your company pays the statutory maximum of 10% over the typical rates for larger groups.

Because, and of course only because, that's California law. Your company cannot be turned down even if none of your employees would ever qualify for personal coverage.

Yes, this is basically corporate welfare for the benefit of the employees. But it mostly overcomes the health insurance objection to starting a small business, so as far as I'm concerned it's fantastic.


There's an important part you neglected -- only people employed with your company for 6 months count, including founder(s). So if you found a startup, you have to wait 6 months to apply and pay COBRA in the interim.

In the end, we decided it was cheaper to go with individual plans until we grow bigger.

If your S-corp pays for health insurance for employees or dependents, that is an "above the line" deduction and is not subject to payroll taxes (although not outright deductable from income). See an accountant as these laws are changing the past couple years.

http://www.rothcpa.com/archives/003260.php


Great point. It looks like the previous-quarter qualification is more complex than I thought.

I was on COBRA anyway when I started and stuck with Subchapter C so I didn't encounter these issues.

Definitely a strong argument for early incorporation if you can swing it.


I believe in California there is something called Cal-COBRA which lasts another 18 months after COBRA expires, that gives you three years total.


Yes, this is correct. It works just like federal COBRA, just longer.

BTW, the fact that I've had to learn all this stuff as part of starting a company is alone a draw on my time to innovate. Go with single-payer and you'd free up a ton of small company officers' time.


I don't suppose that applies if you quit a job in the midwest and move to California?


Not unless your previous employer was a California corp.


Wow. This is one of those things that makes be grateful to be in Canada.


What is doubly ironic is that are income tax load (at least in BC) is identical to california before health insurance costs in california. If you add health insurance it's even more. And in BC tech companies get a lot of tax deductions, especially small businesses. The sales tax is about %4 higher, gas is about %25 higher, car insurance is more expensive-ish, food is a little bit more expensive and the shopping isn't as cheap. But that's all dwarfed by the health insurance costs in the US.


Which is odd. Given the social web that we have supporting us in Canada you would expect a much more vibrant entrepreneurial spirit.

Maybe the mindset that lauds and supports this type of support is one that is not willing to take the risks in the first place (at least, not in the same numbers).


The individual insurance market is not quite so bleak for _everyone_ in the US. Some US states, such as New York, New Jersey and Massachusetts, have "community rating" or "guaranteed issue" laws on the books.

See: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Community_rating

It's complicated, of course. There are varying degrees of community rating, and these laws (particularly without a mandate for everyone to buy insurance) sometimes cause insurers to drop out of the market.


In the absence of a mandate, all state guaranteed issue laws do is jack up the cost of insurance for everyone. You simply can't have one without the other.


One of the reasons fairly wealthy people can't retire early is that a major medical event in their family could wipe them out financially. 65 is the standard retirement age in the U.S. for a very good reason - after 65, you are covered under Medicare. Even then, Medicare only covers 80%.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Medicare_(United_States)


> Erin has a functioning female reproductive system.

Sorry, when you say that, do you mean they wouldn't insure her in case she got pregnant, or am I misreading something? That's shocking, and a stupid drain on being able to start a company.


It should be pointed out that the health insurance market varies by state. I know a woman who never had any problem buying health insurance in her 20s and 30s, but that was in Washington and Nevada, not Illinois.


We had cobra through my wife's former job. As others have noted, you can get cobra even if quit on your own.

Thankfully, the old job was in Maryland, where state law requires insurance companies to offer a continuation policy after cobra expires. It continues as long as you want it and make your payments, and they have offer you a similar policy in the state you move to if you leave Maryland.

We pay almost $1000/month for my wife and the kids to be covered. I have no health insurance at all. Because the policy is in my wife's name, it doesn't qualify as a sole proprietor business expense. (If it were in my name, it would count as a business expense as of 2010, even though it's not bought through the business.)

Because of preexisting conditions, we can only get private insurance that excludes most of the things likely to go wrong with my wife and kids. We're now in Florida where the state offers an HMO for children in low income families, but you can buy into it at full price if you don't qualify income-wise. Since the pricing is per-child not per-family, and our fourth is due in June, and we don't qualify for the discounts, the HMO isn't a useful option for us right now. (The 'and children' part of our current insurance is a comparatively small expense.)


For a number of couples I know, one is self-employed or in a small business, while the other works for an organization that provides group insurance. Whether Big Co., the school system, some other aspect of government. Often, the principal reason for the spouse's employment is the health care benefit. (For example, being a teacher's aid pays fairly little, but you get relatively quite good health care coverage.)

EDIT: s/principle/principal/ #morning fog


Before Matasano got group coverage in '06, that's how we handled it; Erin took a job in a school system. Erin works with us now, which is a much better state of affairs.


If you squint really hard, universal health care could be seen as pro-entrepreneurship, since it does away with this large barrier to working for a fledgeling company.


You don't have to squint even a little bit to see that. Almost any reasonable guaranteed issue health insurance plan would drastically assist entrepreneurship.

I say this every time this issue comes up on HN: in the first couple years of Matasano, one of the top 3 reasons candidates declined to work with us was health insurance.

There's even a term for this among the muggles in the mainstream media: "job-lock". It's very real. If you have a family, job lock is one of the major things keeping you from starting a company, or become a freelancer (a good first step towards entrepreneurship).


As mentioned "Job Lock" is a very real problem, but it's not as bad as "Provider Lock" --being permanently locked into a particular insurance and/or healthcare provider due to a pre-existing condition. In other words, if you somehow lost your insurance, no one else would insure you.

Being locked into a health provider can be devastating in a number of different ways.


I'm not sure those are even different issues; if you get seriously ill while on your BigCo Kaiser plan, you're stuck at BigCo; even Kaiser isn't going to cover you if you switch jobs (and thus plans).


You can pretty safely move jobs and group plans even when you have a pre-existing condition, provided there's no significant break in coverage. It's part of the "portability" portion of HIPAA.


Wow. I didn't know that. I yield all my comment's karma to the man whose comment is actually correct.

I think I missed this because portability doesn't guarantee issuance of individual (non-group) health insurance. It's a very good thing for people who change jobs, but not a very good thing for people who want to start companies.


Right, it doesn't help for individual plans. It does allow you to string together group plans you might be able to get into otherwise though.

Our plan for this is basically: COBRA -> Student health insurance (wife's school) -> ???


You don't really have to squint very hard at all. Unless you have more than 10 or so employees it's almost impossible to get a group health plan. Young people don't worry about this as much as perhaps they should, but once you get to the age where most people you know have families, it becomes a huge barrier to starting a company.


I have had friends who have kept a day job just for the health insurance...


A lot of the entrepreneur friends I know are married to wives who have relatively stable jobs and good healthcare insurance.


I don't think you need to squint that hard.


Reading this thread is like having a nightmare. Here in middle of Europe, individuals pay basically $50/mo. That covers everything needed at 95% private doctors and nearly 100% hospitals ... then you only pay for optional higher standards, other optional treatment/drugs, part of the prescribed drug costs and $1.5 per any private doctor treatment. When you're employee, then insurance is paid by employer and based on a month sallary. When you are self-employed then the cost is based on yearly taxes, but generally quite low. Whem you are unemployed and registered, then the state pays the insurance.


It depends on your situation (age, health, dependents). Last startup I worked at did a high deductible health insurance and subsidized it with a $2000 Health Savings Account (deposits made with each paycheck on your behalf with pretax dollars). Done this way the HSA is like an FSA, but better. The HSA carries over from year to year, the FSA doesn't. If you had a big expense before the $2000 was fully deposited it could be lent by the company and paid back from paychecks. Since the company was already putting this in really what it what meant is that if you left the company before it was recovered from paychecks it would be deducted from the last paycheck. I don't remember the prescription coverage, but from what others said it wasn't bad. Some examples of the coverage:

Founder's son had a lung collapse and spent days in the hospital, but only paid 4K out of the HSA.

Co-worker had a preemie that spent a month in the hospital before they could take him home. Once again, $4K out of the HSA. High deductible covered the rest.

Another co-worker with a long term illness had $400/mo in prescription meds they needed. Covered.

Needless to say, they upped our rates the following year...

As they say, YMMV.


HSA's are a good thing, but when your COBRA plan expires, no matter how much you've banked in your HSA, they don't matter: a collapsed lung, complicated childbirth, or long-term illness will bankrupt you.


That's something that should be better normalized. Unfortunately, it varies sometimes based on the state and whether that coverage is required to be extended, but under a different plan.

I still think a single-payer system would be best for the economy overall. Decoupling healthcare coverage from employers should free up the market for people to switch jobs and take some risks that might otherwise be unthinkable. If the only thing keeping people working for a company is the healthcare, then maybe that company's practices actually have a negative net impact on the economy even though the balance sheets are in the black. Productivity, stress, and morale may actually be improved by a company with better work-life balance. It's worth considering the side-effects the structure of our society has beyond the highly visible numbers.


This is exactly right and many people would be surprised to find out exactly how much a hospital stay can cost. Our son was partially delivered when the OB moved the umbilical cord from his neck and it ruptured. Long story short, three days in the neonatal intensive care unit cost about $40k. We paid almost $5k out of pocket after the insurance and some hospital discounts were done covering the rest. The costs could have been significantly higher if there had been any further complications or treatment, we were lucky the three days were essentially just for observation.


Max contribution per individual per year to an HSA is $3050 currently. Assuming you did a good job investing and didn't lose money in this last market downturn, you might have saved like $15000 in the past 5 years. Remembering that your HD plan only covers 80% beyond your $5k deductible, this won't even last 2 years if you have a serious illness.

I don't see HSAs as an add-on to insurance (i.e., offers any kind of protection). I see them as a way of paying for meds, office visits, etc. with pretax dollars as long as you are healthy and continuing to work.


You're right, but the point of an HSA is to cover the cost of paying most low-to-medium-grade medical problems out of pocket, and to relegate health insurance back to its original role as insurance.

Also, you don't have to be good at investing to fully fund an HSA; the difference in cost between low- and high-deductable insurance is supposed to offset the cost of funding an HSA, and currently does do that.


This might help some folks under the age of 26 but it's pretty new so wouldn't have impacted people who went out on their own until fairly recently:

Under the Act, all plans and insurance issuers that offer dependent coverage must offer coverage to an enrollee’s adult children whether married or unmarried until the child reaches age 26, even if the adult child no longer lives with the parents, is not a dependent on a parent’s tax return or is no longer a student. (Plans that do not provide dependent coverage are not required to do so under the Act.) However, this extended eligibility does not apply to the adult child’s spouse or children. This expansion of eligibility is effective for plan or policy years beginning on or after September 23, 2010. Calendar year plans will have to comply as of January 1, 2011.

http://dmeclegal.wordpress.com/2010/05/17/details-on-depende...


If you live in Massachusetts, it's easy: http://www.mahealthconnector.org (unsubsidized but group-rate health insurance)


The last startup I did my cofounder did not have a job. (I still kept my job to help fund things). If I recall correctly he was able to get "oh shit, I have cancer" insurance for somewhere around $100/month. I think his deductible was $5,000 or some nonsense.

As a young guy I think this is a fairly reasonable amount of risk to take on. Although this would be basically impossible if you had some sort of preexisting condition. Unless you live in Europe or somewhere with universal healthcare.


The trouble with the "oh st I have cancer" insurance that only costs $100/mo with $5000 deductible is that it is for 6 mo at a time and then you get another policy for another 6 mo. When you try to collect on anything big, they recind the insurance retroactively (for some reason) or say it is a pre-existing condition. BTDT. Examples: http://abcnews.go.com/Business/Health/story?id=7911195&p...

http://law.freeadvice.com/insurance_law/insurers_bad_faith/f...


This is a tricky point. I don't think you're always right. There are two different factors† you're bringing up: high vs. low deductable insurance and short-term health insurance.

High- vs. low- deductable isn't a charged issue. Only slightly oversimplified:

For high-deductable plans, you end up paying for doctor visits and basic meds out of pocket; for low-deductable insurance, you're basically paying a higher monthly fee to treat your medical care like a utility bill, and paying only copays for services. Most people have low-deductable plans (most company plans are low-deductable). Especially if you're young, low-deductable plans are kind of a rip-off. You can cut your payments in half with a high-deductable plan and use the difference to fund an HSA and thus not pay a huge premium for a health insurer to manage your money for you.

Short-term health insurance on the other hand is a bad idea. The reason you pay insurance is to manage the risk that something terrible will happen. Of the major medical events that can bankrupt you (in other words, "of the major medical events"), most can easily take several months to resolve. Not only does this expose you to huge fees when your insurance lapses and you (obviously) don't get re-insured, but you can also be assured of never getting private insurance again.

Don't buy short-term health insurance.

Recission is an unrelated issue that affects all health insurance plans; no matter who you buy insurance from, if they can claim there was something you could have disclosed to them but didn't that would have allowed them to predict a medical event and no law prevents them from doing so, they will attempt to withdraw coverage.


    Unless you live in Europe or somewhere 
    with universal healthcare.
I.e. everywhere except the United States and 3rd world countries?


Malaysia provides subsidized health care for it's citizens.


OK, some third world countries.


I want to know about this insurance - that's exactly what I need. I am not one to needlessly run to the hospital - in fact I avoid it as much as I can - but I would like insurance in case I have a bad accident and need surgery etc.

The only plans I found were "free pills, and 10k max coverage" or something ridiculous like that. I need the opposite.


Check out plans with hospital/catastrophe cover. Blue Cross, Aetna, etc. have such plans. Also check out http://www.healthcare.gov/index.html


I signed up for something similar (I haven't actually used it yet however) from http://ehealthinsurance.com

The site domain sounds like a spam dump, but their signup system is nice. You pick your policy plan online and then a representative calls you to confirm and interview you before signing you up and sending you the policy packet.

I was paying $198/month for my COBRA plan, but am now paying for $115/month for a high-deductible plan.


I quit my full time job last August. As a Type 1 Diabetic it's pretty important for me to not let my group coverage lapse.

I'm paying $491.00 /mo for Cobra (10% more than what my employer was paying for my coverage). Because I live in California I should be eligible for Cal-COBRA which extends my coverage to 36 months total.

It's expensive but worth it. Taking the plunge to go out on my own as a freelancer has been one of the best decisions of my life.


For the first 18 months, COBRA is available to keep getting the same coverage. Beyond that there are non-employer pools you can sign up for, and also organizations like the Freelancer's Union.

You should definitely be expecting to pay a lot of money, though. Because employer-provided health insurance is tax-deductible the overall cost that you and your employer pay is lower, so you'll get either lower prices or higher quality.


COBRA applies if you are laid off - not if you quit. (IIRC)


Totally false.


It might not be for every company, but my wife quit her job last year and we were able to get COBRA.


My bad: I thought COBRA was dependent on eligibility for the whole unemployment process.


Not true. I quit my last job and was on COBRA.


When I was self-employed in California, I used Kaiser Permanente. I paid around $200 a month as a single 32 year old. I used the coverage for a few checkups and whatnot, and thought it was good service and value. Buying my own plan through KP was about $150/m less than COBRA. The hitch with KP is that you have to use their hospitals. However if you are in California, that shouldn't be a problem.


While self-funding my company, I just paid for it myself. It was about $70/month (since raised to $100 after sex discrimination was banned) and with a $2900 deductible.

If you are fortunate to not have any preconditions and don't have a family you need to cover, getting your own health insurance shouldn't be that hard materially. It is pricier though than rates you'd get from an employer.


If you're healthy and single it's pretty easy. You just need a high-deductible plan for emergencies, which I found to be easy to get and not unreasonably expensive in my state (PA). A friend with a pregnant wife on the other hand had a lot more trouble; presumably the potential for childbirth catastrophe throws a wrench into insurability.


Here's an article about places that offer benefits to part-time employees: http://jobs.aol.com/articles/2008/12/22/companies-that-give-...

Could be handy to have health insurance as well as some extra time to program.


Yes. Health insurance is not a big deal if health problems are not absurdly expensive (c.f. health care cost increase in the US).


I did an individual plan for a number of years.


Consider a hospital plan.


I just didn't have any.


This point is more interesting and in the hn style than anything in the original article. Hn should have a easy way to spin comments into fp stories, as people that could probably talk a lot about health insurance can not be too interested in why some guy left google...


There are what like 20,000 or 40,000 people who work at Google? One of them leaves and feels compelled to write an article about it and then post it themselves to HN? What else was there in this article? You're going to work on Android apps because of some professor who inspired you, wonderful.

You know if I was to self-post something to HN, I'd at least try to mention something I'm working on, or some technology I'm using or some idea I have. There's nothing like that here. There's nothing here.

I don't understand what the upvotes are for? Moral support?


This is a very mean thing to say. An unfortunate example of the sort of comment I have in mind when I say that while the articles on the frontpage of HN are roughly what they've always been, the comments are meaner. And worse still, it got net 18 upvotes.

Would you say this to someone if you were talking face to face? I hope not.


Interestingly, the account is not only 1000+ days, but the same user says their first account was banned:

http://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=2157137

So chances are this was a mean commenter in the earlier days too. But it would seem back then it was unusual and unacceptable enough to get the account banned, whereas now the meanness is more common place.

On balance though, as someone who lurked for a long time before signing up to contribute, it is still one of the most supportive communities anywhere that I've had any involvement with personally.


I don't agree. By the sounds of it, this person left Google, and is trying to convince herself and others it was the best move.

"You left Google, to do what??"

"You're crazy."

Not offering a shoulder to cry on is not mean.


from a 1019 day old account, too


I think the upvotes are by people in similar situations that are mentally cheering her on.

Good for her by the way, upvoted. Let's see who is next to strike out on their own.

HN is all about start-ups, this lady is going to do one that makes it worth following her adventures, there will be lessons to be learned for lots of people in what she goes through and that starts at the moment she made the decision to quit, which can be surprisingly hard when you're in a cushy job.

Golden handcuffs, no key. You have to break them first.


Moreover I think it says something of interest about Google - while she is trying to be positive, you can read it closely to see some organisational issues - projects being cancelled despite staff enthusiasm, and an environment that feels too "safe".

I think these things speak to other topics that have proven of interest to HN, such as the lower appeal of Google to new talent, and whether Google will be a platform for innovation in the future.


Projects getting canceled is the flip side of being able to try new and risky things in a small team without a heavyweight approval process. There's no way that Google would be able to bring to market every single idea that comes out of engineers heads. So they let them experiment a bit in the early stages and then pick the winners once the teams have had a chance to survey the territory.

It's probably my biggest annoyance with working at Google, but I accept it because I know the alternative is worse. If you never canceled projects, then the only things you'd be allowed to work on are Big Important Things blessed by some VP high up, things that are too big to fail. That's how many other big companies work, and they usually end up with idiotic projects where it becomes apparent to everybody (except the VP) that the project is a waste of time, and yet they keep going because some executive staked his career on it.

BTW, startups face this problem too. The equivalent to a canceled project is a failed startup - there're only so many new products that the market can bear, so consumers choose to put their dollars into the products that are most useful and let the others die. The difference between this and the Google model is:

1.) You get to decide when to quit (or the market decides for you, if you run out of money).

2.) You don't get paid for the time you spend deciding.

For many people, this is a bargain worth making, but you should know that's the bargain when you take it. I've been on both sides - I took a pretty nice job in a financial software startup for a couple years out of college, then founded my own company, then folded it up and went to Google, and won't rule out eventually founding another company. The advantage of letting someone else make the decision of when to quit is that these people have had lots of experience picking winners, so once my head was primed with a few failures, I figured it might be a good idea to watch some folks who've actually had some successes and see what they do differently.


Do we know what project she was on?

If the project was for instance 'wave' then I can easily understand how having it terminated is a pretty gruesome experience. If you have been given the impression that a project has staying power and the carpet gets yanked out from under it before it gets under way I'm not quite sure how I would respond to that but it certainly would not make me happy. (and if the project wasn't wave then I'm really curious what it was).


I have no idea, and if I looked it up, I wouldn't be at liberty to say.

Most project cancellations are things that haven't launched, or if they have launched they might get a TechCrunch article and then are forgotten. There's a lot that goes on in just general infrastructure or search quality that has no UI at all, it just feeds into better ranking algorithms or higher capacity. A lot of this work is experimental, done under the charter of "Let's see if this makes things better, and if it doesn't, we'll have you work on other things."


Why so negative, btipling? The OP's striking out on her own, and that's exciting. She's not pimping a new thing, just trying to convey her feelings. Lighten up, dude.


I agree it's hard to be negative about someone striking out on their own but I think he does have a point that unless you know Jean personally why would you care when the sum total of the content was "google is great but I want to do my own thing"?


oh it's a chick. nvm.


I think people often look for contrarian takes. That's not a bad predisposition really, because they often tell me something new--- something like "Why I Love Being A Janitor" might have something interesting in it, while "Being A Janitor Isn't For Me" is basically what I'd expect, so probably wouldn't read it unless it had some particularly unique take on why being a janitor isn't the best job in the world.

That said, this article didn't tell me a whole lot about why Google might not be as great a place as you think, except the stuff I expected (it's a big company, you're not really in control, etc.).


Your reasoning is synonymous with why I never accepted an offer from Google in the past. Big companies often have a lot of perks, but much like continually buying electronic toys every week, it's only medicating most people's existence.

Breaking out on your own to create your own products forces you to adapt in ways a "cushy" corporate job just can't stimulate. And although it's infinitely harder, the battle is worth fighting through. Seeing it through, persevering, and then driving home a success, all on your own (or with some help) is an experience you simply can't replace.

Best of luck to you. This is a great community to help see you make it happen. And congrats!


Thats one of paths. Not every (talented) person has the risk appetite or drive to create new products. Company like Google are wonderful place for those dare, I say, majority cases.

There is no "one true way".


How many offers did you get and why were you going through the interview process in the first place if you knew you would not accept an offer?


I'd rather not discuss details, but I chose not to work for Google simply because I had worked for other large companies with similar perks and I was too young at the time (and at heart) to see myself there. In the future, I may change my mind, but I certainly don't see that happening any time soon.


Not everybody drives home a success though. However, i would argue that even failing with your own company is an experience you will get alot of good things (bad ones aswell obviously) out of that make you stronger.


Most people don't drive home a success. Those failures still teach hard lessons, ones that a cushy job rarely can. Not that I'm even suggesting this is for everyone, but those willing to take the plunge will certainly gain from the effort, whether successful or not.


Jean has a picture in her album that is metaphorically Life in a Big Company: http://lh6.ggpht.com/_jwxdZ0d5COI/TD-SgCdOmYI/AAAAAAAAHb4/pk...

* Walled garden.

* Various plants (projects) pushed into the corner. Tidy, but the organization of them is somewhat arbitrary. Some are taller and bushier, but some are looking kind of scraggly. Many are on the shelf.

* Watering can and broom: maintenance is always there waiting.

* Manager in the foreground asking "What are you doing? Why aren't you sweeping? When am I going to get fed?"


One of the funnier things I've read in a long time. Thanks.


She graduated with a liberal arts background and was an engineer at Google? I graduated with a degree in computer science and I can't even get them to call me and setup an interview. I'm a smart guy with some good work experience under my belt already and my resume looks great.


Google likes to hire women. They go out of their way to do so. (So does Microsoft.) That substantially raised her chance of getting an interview and a job.


You probably went to the wrong school. Google is notoriously discriminating when it comes to pedigree even if you have a decade of post-school experience under your belt.


Maybe her liberal arts background gave her an advantage? There must be thousands of people with more or less identical world class CS background at Google. They might consider having someone with a different perspective on things a good thing. Even if you are a programmer, having a big picture understanding of things beyond code and algorithms can be a huge advantage.


Agreed. I mentioned something like this in a comment the other day- a liberal arts background can be a massive help to one's ability to function as a programmer, and when I was hiring programmers at my old job, I routinely found that candidates who had spent some significant time outside of the CS building tended to work out better than less well-rounded candidates.


There's a company in the UK that has been profiled on HN before-- their name escapes me now-- but they are famous for hiring Oxbridge liberal arts graduates and training them in computer science and software development. Anybody remember who I'm talking about?


According to her bio on the Alphonso Labs team page, she graduated with a Bachelor's Degree in Computer Science from Princeton University. Perhaps she meant that her education at Princeton overall had a liberal arts flavor?

http://www.alphonsolabs.com/team


Put your e-mail in your profile and lets chat - I should be able to link you up with an IV.


Hey, I have some questions assuming you're a Google employee.

- In the selection process, how important is pedigree on the resume as bane mentioned? I graduated at the top of my class but from a mediocre university and with a B.S. in IT (not CS), and I've wondered if this has hurt me in the selection process. I've interviewed twice at Google, performed very well, but got rejected in the end both times. Last time I actually got rejected, then offered another position, and then rejected a second time, lol.

- Does a recommendation from an existing employee give you a boost in the selection process? Google claims the process is 100% anonymous but I've wondered about that. I made a contact with one of the interviewers last time and I'm wondering if it'd be smart or even kosher to ask the guy for a plug.


If you've gotten through to the interview stage then it doesn't matter what school you went to. Re-examine whether you did perform well in those interviews. :)

Recommendations from people you know and have worked with and who can vouch for how awesome you are are valuable. Recommendations from someone you spoke to once aren't.


A very good read. The job naturally sounds awesome: I mean, free gourmet food and heated toilet seats?!? (Oh yeah, and that other stuff: good pay, working with geniuses, etc etc ;-))

But equally, the ending really does IMO show that she's made the correct decision:

"After I turned in my laptop and completed my exit interview on my last day, I felt such exhilaration and relief. A whole world of opportunity was out there, and I drove home with a ridiculous grin on my face."

That definitely is a nice ending to a great blog post. Best of luck to Jean.


"I felt that if I stayed, I would look back at this time years down the road, and wonder, what else could I have done? After I turned in my laptop and completed my exit interview on my last day, I felt such exhilaration and relief. A whole world of opportunity was out there, and I drove home with a ridiculous grin on my face."

Love it! What great inspiration to anyone considering taking the leap into entrepreneurship. There will be plenty of challenges along the way, but there are few things in this world more rewarding.


Even if the article doesn't really mention why she left google one line jumped out at me:

> I really miss the heated toilet seats.

I never ever thought that that would figure in to reasons for leaving or staying at a company.

It looks like having her project canceled hurt her pretty badly, big companies have a way of axing projects that do not take the feelings of the people that work on them in to account at all. We all understand it has to happen, how you go about it can make all the difference.

I hope that she finds what she's looking for, if you're thinking about doing the same, it helps if you have a better idea of what you're going to do when you quit your job, it helps even more if you've already been experimenting with different avenues while still employed, that way you save some runway that might bite in to your savings in a way that you regret later on.

Having a good plan is really important, quitting without having a good plan may work but it will definitely complicate matters.

Best of luck to Jean, I hope she keeps us informed about how this all works out.


Who sits on public toilet seats?


Women.


My question: Why didn't you work with your management to take a sabbatical leave?

One of the benefits of the major corporations is that they have policies in place for leaves of absence. Then you would've gotten the best of both worlds: 1) a fall-back plan if you fail to monetize in your venture 2) a rigid time-period where you need to finish your venture (and not just be open ended on figuring out your life)

I did something very similar, after a longer period of time (9+ years) in the corporate world. I needed that time to germinate my technical ability and understand my relevant skillset. For me, it was reading "Hackers and Painters" rather than the Princeton article you linked that got me to pursue my independent career.


She'd only been there for 2 years. Sabbaticals in most institutions are for people with 5+ year tenures.

In a fast-growing company like Google that's still hiring, having a good performance record and keeping in touch with coworkers is practically as good as having a sabbatical, anyway. If she were to reapply to Google and her resume said "Google: 2008-2010" and her old performance reviews were good and she had good code leftover in the version history, do you think Google would turn her down? I know of a bunch of people that left Google for startups or FaceBook or other companies and then returned, and it's basically as if they never left (except that for legal reasons, Google can't preserve their old option grant and has to start fresh with stock compensation).


If you look at her bio, you'll see this author already has a new job at a startup called Pulse. Somehow that dampens this act of bravery for me. For all the upvotes she's gotten, the ending I was hoping for was her decision to become a founder.


because you have a big ego ?


She left heated toilet seats? Must be a wacko.




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