Keep going. Don't give up and don't beat up yourself.
You're trying and that's what really counts - most people have ideas and then never try to execute on them. It sounds like you are executing on a whole lot of things, which is really great.
Also I don't get this thing about "my school has never produced any startups" - how do you know? Its not like anyone keeps a detailed, thorough and completely accurate history about this start of thing. People from all types of backgrounds - big name schools, no name schools, and no schools - start companies and are huge successes. You shouldn't look at just a few examples (which can be more hype than fact) and think that you have to follow in the same exact footsteps and life-story.
You're trying and that's what really counts - most people have ideas and then never try to execute on them. It sounds like you are executing on a whole lot of things, which is really great.
Also I don't get this thing about "my school has never produced any startups" - how do you know? Its not like anyone keeps a detailed, thorough and completely accurate history about this start of thing. People from all types of backgrounds - big name schools, no name schools, and no schools - start companies and are huge successes. You shouldn't look at just a few examples (which can be more hype than fact) and think that you have to follow in the same exact footsteps and life-story.