One morning last week, I’ve noticed that my wife was walking around the house in unusual silence. I thought I might have upset her with something, but couldn’t really recall any transgression that would have made her mad. Then after a few minutes of this, she dropped a pregnancy test in front of me, with a “+” sign shown on the little display.
Looks like I’m going to be a father!
I knew that this could happen sooner or later, but only as an abstract thought; something that will happen sometime way ahead in the future, like your own death.
At that moment it became something tangible. A few days later I’ve noticed that I’m driving much more carefully, respecting the speed limit and whatnot. A few weeks ago I was contemplating doing ketamine with a friend of mine - now it sounds absurd.
It’s frightening how fast your subconscious changes your perspective practically overnight.
I’m having trouble finding affordable therapy that will care about my usage of shrooms and to a lesser extent, weed, as part of making me better. In between full time work so paying full price for therapy out of pocket would be a bit much.
Looks like I’m going to be a father!
I knew that this could happen sooner or later, but only as an abstract thought; something that will happen sometime way ahead in the future, like your own death.
At that moment it became something tangible. A few days later I’ve noticed that I’m driving much more carefully, respecting the speed limit and whatnot. A few weeks ago I was contemplating doing ketamine with a friend of mine - now it sounds absurd.
It’s frightening how fast your subconscious changes your perspective practically overnight.