You know, with that background I bet everyone holds you up as an ideal of someone who has their shit together, and didn't waste huge parts of their life.
I guess you could say I have my shit together. It's strange how true grass-is-always greener is. People who did a lot of "fun" stuff growing up wish they were more serious. I wish I had time to be less serious. Life is funny in that way, isn't it?
