I started my IT career at your age. In my twenties, I worked as a nurse in trauma intensive care. Saw some ugly stuff.

Do the world, which took about 3.5 billion years to spawn you, a favor for a few months:

https://hospicefoundation.org/Volunteer

Gives a whole new perspective.

But if not, gallows humor is more pleasant anyway.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TRHN5vxnZrI