I think quite a lot of people are going through a similar funk right now, and it could be the case that your lack of interest in programming is a symptom of all of this social distancing business. Even people who were not very social before the pandemic are starting to crack a bit, and unfortunately the usual remedies are not an option at the moment. The best thing to do is to speak to a professional if it’s really bothering you... i’m sure we all mean well here, but don’t listen to a bunch of idiots on a message board.